9:54 PM - Monday, October 4, 2010
I'm feeling so horrible right now and I turning to my computer again!
Exams, like no exams like that. :O
No body's not in the exam moooooddd!!
Exams period is when we started out, my exam period i mean.
On my first Chemistry paper.
Was soo soo soo happy!
But as time goes on, i started to think think and think, and i lost you too.
Whats so funny, I lost you during your tests period.
When I wrote that letter telling you i was already prepared for the worst and that you stop avoiding. I thought it would be easy.
But actually i wasnt prepared, i just wanted you to talk to me again and bring me out of the suspensions you're giving me. And it wasn't easy after that.
The pain was so much i could take that i had many many sleepless night.
I just went out as much as i could so as to keep my mind away from you.
After these 4 months, I thought, probably I've gotten over you alr.
And it was on my Chemistry paper again when i saw you. What a joke!
But I was strongggg! :D
And until yesterday, i just died. Everything just rewind.
My 4 months of hardwork was wasted.
Its funny how i cant get you off my mind until so long.
You're just that important to me...
