9:27 PM - Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Maybe you don't know, but I'm seriously missing you.
A few times I wanted to talk to you, and my shirt is still at your place.
Maybe I could take this opportunity to talk to you.
But I just waited.
When Zavier told me about the book, trust me, I was really waiting hard.
I was so excited. But its gone..
Up til now, seriously, nobody could replace you in your place as a bestfriend.
You told me, bestfriend is easy to find.
NO! You're wrong. I tried. But no one fits except you.
Remember I told you once, I would talk to nobody about my feelings except you.
In these months that we weren't talking, there's so many things I wanted to talk to you about,
That I even forgotten, we're still in a 'cold war'. I wanted to punch the call button so much!
If I'm something to you, why wont you just talk to me?
I told them, if you still have me in your heart, definitely someday you would come back.
Now I wonder, maybe it wouldnt come at all.
I'm really really waiting for you to talk to me, and show me the book.
Seriously, you're the only one suitable for me.
All these years, you were the only one i wanted to live my life happily together with.
The dream house. Same beds. Everything.
How about our dream? Didnt you promise?
Not only were we the best of friends, but you were and ARE my soul partner.
Seriously, Zen, I'm missing you again.
