11:54 PM - Wednesday, August 31, 2011
I think I'm very bad again. ):
Why did I get angry with you for the slightest reason?
I'm not understanding.
You're with your friend, you're happy, I should feel happy too.
But I don't know why, I don't. I was rather unhappy.
I don't know why, I felt ignored, like I wasn't the only one you needed to be happy.
Gah! I feel so selfish. ))): I'm very very bad leh how! ):
I don't know why, at the point of time, all i was thinking was about me and never you.
I was so exhausted, and all I wanted was to see you, and yet you didn't really need me, that type of thinking. All about me, but i never thought of how you felt.
Sorry sorry.
And what's worst, I even doubt you.
You claimed that you didnt smoke, but I still doubt you. I'm so freaking bad.
So, so, so bad.
All I thought was you're trying to hide it again from me with soap, I got so worried with myself that you might be lying to me.
But I never thought of whether you're telling me the truth or not.
Dearest, I'm so bad right? You still want? ):
